domingo, abril 18, 2021

Not yet

Melancholic 

about darkness

I´m in the same mood

I cried when I heard it

is so stupid, depressed

because you always have somebody

to love

and I want to say for u: I´m the next 

take your time

I´ll spend my time with philosophy

I don´t care if you deny it

I´ll be your love until I die, 

even if you don´t believe

I do

I need you and

I don´t need you

I´m waiting for the twist of the fate

You are the best man I saw

in my life, in my mind

imagine the touch

and I´ll be your best woman

I don´t think this is insane

not yet

but, a little bit

I feel pain in my head now

and I know

I move for me

and for u

black and blue

u are my man to love

maybe you don´t feel anything for me

and everything is my trouble mind again

delusional love, 

I lose u

in my shadows

in my dreams

why I lose you

when I was with u?

its a big shit of my life...

I know you are in me

I´ll find you again

without fear masks

dreams come true, fucking yeah

to make your feel my love

So this is lunatic 

but at the same

time

I feel is not insane too much

Now I´m afraid about

my mind

my heart

my soul.

I´m feel so stupid

now,

that´s everything.

I don´t know

If I´ll can wait 

a lot time

my head

again.

I know 

I can´t talk with u

I´m alone in this fucking world

lonely, poor blue dark girl

counting your days..oh sad...

oh she loves the imaginary...

what I feel is not fiction

I remember of your voice

yours dirty nails

I didn´t forget nothing

we will go to Egypt together

to Greece

you will be my man forever

I think now my imagination

is more funny

I will have days and days to love u

I do that

but in the end

.... you will feel.